I'm stuck.
at work.
I want to be out running, I don't want to lose the drive.
It may sound weird, but I fear things like straining my muscles or hurting my legs.
Mainly I'm afraid that a genuine reason to not run will topple my tower or self desire to run. I hope this goes away.
It is like I'm still trying to convince myself that I enjoy running. I don't like when it hurts or it is hot etc. But the running has slowly become enjoyable for me.
Yet I'm still scared it will all vanish in an instant, THE instant that I miss a day.
Today I'm gonna push a bit. try to do 3k at the track. thats 6.5 times around for rougghly 2 miles. If I time it, I may get an accurate idea of how long I run for on my 20 min runs.
"You can do it, Bub"
-Matt
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